well, i spent today on the road, looking at two colleges for my sis and her friend. i didnt have nearly as bad a time as i thought i would.

list of the good: got to see a new city, Milwakee; got to know stuff about colleges, even if it doesnt apply to me; had a few laughs, well, more than a few.

list of the not-so-good: had to listen to boring people talk about things that i dont care about; had to listen to my sis and her friend critque the tour guides; and had to listen to rap.

all in all, it wasnt a bad day. after all things could have been worse. milwakee isnt too bad of a city, considering that the colleges we went to see were in the projects and full of those low income houses that dont have air conditioning, so it was kinda scary. but whatever, i still had a good time. but i dont think ill ever do anything like that again. my mom made us stop at the cheese castle, and there was this groose man there and he did something groose, but im not gonna tell everyone about it. blaugh, it was groose, but we all got a good laugh about it. ok, thats about it. later.

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so i went over to carrington's house this evening. we watched monster's inc. i wanted to watch the princess diares, but he wouldnt let me.. it was so unfair. but oh well, thats how things go with the boys. they always get what they want, no matter how much u say NO (hehe).

my mom wants me to go with her and my sister to visit a college in wisconsin and i think i might. it cant be that bad and my mom will stop complaining about her being lonely with my sister and her friend. i guess ill go. cant be that bad. so if anyone wants to get a hold of me, call me on my cell. #234-4072. ok, later.

Chloe

im sitting in my basement, trying to occupy myself and watching jerry springer. lovely, to watch trailor trash fight. its amazing what people will do just to get on TV.....actually, its more sad than anything. ooh boy, and her husband is cheating on her with men. lovely. hmmm.....im really bored and just blahh right now. oh boy, a big storm is headed right for us. maybe there will be a big tornado and we can all die together. fun fun. wow, thats just a headwind of how im feeling right now. but i might be able to hang out with people this afternoon, since my mom and sister only went to northern illinois university today. they should be home by 2, so if anyone wants to hang out, give me a ring(on the phone). yes yes, more time occupation, since i still have nothing to do. well, i guess i could do my laundry, but ehh, why bother. ill get it done eventually. until then, i just wont leave the house. no reason to get dressed if u arent going anywhere. ahhh, im very self satisfied right now. thereis no bad, no good, nothing. and suprisingly, thats ok with me. i like this feeling, since theres no reason to worry, no cause for concern. im gonna be fine, for now anywho. of course, later i will be feeling a different way, but that will come in its own time. whatever....

im done now, so i guess ill go do my laudry. later.

Chloe 

i can already forsee that tonight, im gonna spend a good amount of time crying. its been a while since i have and according to my mom, its healthy. i dont know.....i can cry till my eyes bleed and i never feel any better. only one thing makes me feel alot better, but thats not a logical thing for me to do. i suppose that i should just talk about it, but oh well. i dont think anyone is prepared to deal with how im feeling. its too personal right now.

well, i went off to the beach with carly earlier. we had a good time i suppose. there wasnt really anyone there that we knew, so we didnt have to deal with anyone else. we just attacked each other with a splash ball and stuff like that. it was fun. then on my way home from her house, i was harassed by a big group of jocks. evil creatures they are. they can all die, except for those that are my friends or other peoples friends. i mean no offence to any of them. ok, im done now. later.

Chloe